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`MOODY`

2005-11-20T02:16:00.000+08:00

what a day..feeling so angry..Glan(my ex) actually find fault with me again for nothing..wad does he mean by asking my fellow biker frens not to ask me out? well..i can't be bothered seriously..i dun wanna have anything to do with them..i've made a promise to someone that i won't hang out with bikers anymore..he didnt ask me to change for him..but i know it's something which he don't like..so i wont do it..it's kinda give n take thinggy..so long that he's happy..i'm fine with everything..I've got a driving license myself..think i give a damn bout being a pillion? not as if i've never ride before! Hey Glan! If you are reading this..it's time you get a life and grow up! don't act like an immature brat! i'm no longer related to you in anyways..so don't get into my ways..u lead ur life & i lead mine! don't step into my path!

I got a reply from that someone..he replied "GF..But i need sometime off"..i hope that this reply is what he really mean..I told him i actually dont know what's the meaning of time off..i dunno what's on his mind..neither do i know whats the outcome of us will be..i told him i wish i could see his replies but there aint any..he has got his probs to settle or he has found someone better..he jus ask me not to think too much..i asked him wad does that mean..he says "nothing..jus wan a piece of mind to go settle his things"..i understand his point i guess..it's something which is bothering him the most..if i were in his shoe..i'll feel the same way..i just hope that things will turn out fine for him..hope that he'll be happie no matter what..and if he's reading my blog..i'll be there for you always no matter what..always just a phone call away be it i'm your gf or ur fren..if you need someone to talk to..can always look me up! It's always good to see people around me happie! I'll try to be happie myself..I'm trying yet I'm failing..

*`a book left back on the shelve, unwanted by its reader`*

Signing off,
-Janielle.JiaJia-

rainy.day..where's.my.sunshine?

2005-11-18T16:52:00.000+08:00

well..i met up with that someone special yesterday night..but we didnt talk bout us..topic was general..i wonder wad's our status now..r we frens? r we partners? *sigh*

my life is so complicated..i'm so vexed..all i wan is to have a simple guy by my side..share my ups n dwns wif..i cheer him up..he cheers me up..he dun haf to be rich..so long as we are happie together..why isnt fate coming to me? does he regard me as a fren..or a gf?! *arrrgggghh* i feel like being made use of..why am i so stupid!

Hope my life will be happier...I'll post somemore pics i took yesterday...cheers to all my gd frens..especially Jo..i neglected her..yet she's always so supportive!

Signing off,
-Janielle.JiaJia-

*loner*

*innocent*

*ugly pose right..haha*

*cool?*

*i'm always alone*

*when ahlian meets minah*

*ahlian's helmet vs minah's helmet*

*riding was the past..driving is the present*

*i still love vespa!*

*gal riders rawkz*

life.is.dull

2005-11-18T00:10:00.000+08:00

well..i'm still kinda upset..i'm trying my best to be happie..i'm always asking ppl to be happie..but i cant be happie myself..can someone teach me how to? i cant cry over spilled milk..but..misery fills my heart..if only i could turn back time.. *sigh*

wad did i do for the day..went out to get some stuffs done..met up with eki..she brought me to sembawang end to cheer me up..thanks gal..i'm trying..life's full of downs recently..i seriously dont know why..when will i meet my mr right? my expectations aint that high..when will i meet someone who treasures me and accept me for who i am? *sigh*

i've got not much mood to blog..i'm feeling so upset..i'm telling myself to be strong..yet i'm breaking down inside..can someone understand how i feel? i'll end here with some pics i took @ sembawang park..

signing off with sadness,
-Janielle.JiaJia-

*`trying.to.be.happy`*

*`bestest fren eva`*

*`life.is.so.dull..wish.u.were.here.by.my.side`*

a.post.dedicated.to.a.special.one

2005-11-16T10:54:00.000+08:00

well well..i'm back..i'm in a situation whereby i don't know how to handle it..i'm a failure in relationship..partly because i've been badly hurt..badly hurt by 2 guys in a row..why is my life turning more and more sour as day goes by?

i know presently that there's a mr nice guy standing before me..yet i've used harsh words on him..i'm confused..and i don't mean saying those things..there's no turning back i guess..if i'm given a 2nd chance..i'll treasure him dearly..i noe i like him deep down inside me..yet i'm afraid..no one will understand the fear i have in me..is there a 2nd chance? i doubt so..i'm just an old book left on the shelves unwanted by many readers..what did i do to deserve this kinda treatment? why must ppl take me for granted when i love them whole heartedly? when will all these shit end? all i ask for is to have someone who will be there for me always when i need them..brighten up my day when it's dull..fill my life with colours..he dun have to be rich..i juz wan a simple guy..

To that someone special:-
I'm sorry i've said those things..i'm just scared..it's no lie..i miss u lots..

To my dearest sista eKi:-
Thanks for being there for me when my life was at the lowest peak..you are always just a phone call away..i've no regrets getting to know you! love u always..hugs! *all da best to ur relationship*

Signing off,
-Janielle JiaJia-

Janielle & eKi

Janielle & Geraldine

a.new.story.has.begun

2005-10-13T13:43:00.000+08:00

time to update ma' blog..it's been a long long time! have been going out with some bikers as usual...i think i've neglected josephine somehow..but i really didnt mean it..i will keep u company more..i'm just afraid that after i broke up with Jon..we'll seldom meet up..so i wanna haf more frens..im sorry..ok..back to wad i've been doing...i've been going in JB...hmmmm..I've been busy working...so tired after work....admin job simply sucks...*omg*

well...abt my new story...yeah...i've got a new bf...he's sweet n caring..but its juz the beginning...you'll never noe how bitter the ending will be..*we'll see*..will update ma' blog again!

a tiring week!

2005-09-28T10:44:00.000+08:00

Have been hanging out with a group of bikers recently..Let me introduce them and their bike..Valve(Blue R1), Calvin aka LuLu(Red CBR600), Glan(Red R1), Alvin(Red R1), Stanley, Nic, Tony, Angeline aka Icy and a few more which I really can't remember.not forgeting Geraldine aka Bel.HEHE..We've been going out for dinner and coffee..Josephine couldn't join us cos she's afraid that Bryan will get angry..We were afraid that Bryan will be around her when we call her..so we didn't..

I know that Josephine kinda felt left out by me..she feels that she's being thrown one side by me..but it's not true..I'll still spend time with her..hopes that she understands..

Okiex..went school on monday..MR SIANZ aka Glan picked me up after school, we went lavender for dinner and met up with Valve and Co. Went marina south for billard & pool session...went home around 2am in the morning..so tired..

Yesterday, Josephine went for a haircut! haha..she look so PUNK now! check it out! Met Josephine for dinner at Bishan together with Bel..after meeting Josephine, we went Bugis to meet Valve, Icy, Jimmy & Glan..I went to play some counter strike while waiting for Glan..They went Mos Burger for dinner..And then we went Raffles Hospital to visit a fren..OMG! Raffles Hospital is DAMN HIGH CLASS!! It cost 700++ per night! OMG! After visiting that fren, Valve, Icy, Jimmy & I went to play CS..while Bel & Glan played MAPLE STORY!..Cos that kuku Glan say he'll feel like vomitting..haha..He's WEAK!!! =X

We went home at about 1am..We are all so tired..Jimmy sent Bel home..Valve sent Icy home and Glan sent me home..Had an enjoyable time! Will update my blog again soon! I miss you guys! I miss Josephine & Stephy too! MUACKS!

sorry..i didnt update!

2005-09-24T01:16:00.000+08:00

sorry i havent been updating..haha..ok...i've been going out with some new frenz...things have ended with my bf...so yeah..i'm single! went devils bar on wednesday..not bad..free flow of drinks!!!!!! waterfall~~` shiOkx!!!! Dear mr lulu is so nice...came to fetch me home!! had fun with my new frenz for the past few weeks...they made me forget my troubles...

`bel-is is my aiai! haha..my new aiai! she's blur! damn blur! she's a pig too...slp until dunno how to wake up...

*a special note to Josephine* - Jo..don't worry..i still treasure u like before..i wont cos i'm no longer with wenbin tat i forget u..i haf a new grp of frenz..but i still find time to accompany u...bel also will pei u de...onli if i go out with them at nite..den u cant join cos of bryan..but still we'll go meet up with u anytime! keke...i will wait until bryan slp den ask u out..keke..go ur hse i also song! at the very bottom line...u r still my best darling! don't be sensitive...i wun pang seh u! MUACKS I LOVE U!

I haven't SLEEP

2005-09-13T08:28:00.000+08:00

HaHa..I've not slept for 24hrs..Chatted online with some friends..chatted on the phone with another friend..and it's 6am! went out to get breakfast for mum & dad..

*yawnz*..I can't sleep..there's alot of stuffs going thru ma' mind..is there a perfect relationship? Well..I know that no one is perfect..but all i ask for is a sweet, understanding, non-violent bf..I wanna have a long lasting relationship..why is it so difficult to have one that last? Is it because we are born in this era? *wondering how things work out between mum & dad*...Somehow I feel that nowadays it's so hard to find a nice guy, someone who is honest with you...I envy Stephy & Fab...they are such a sweet couple...though at times things aint going smoothly for them...What Stephy say is true, I must ask myself do I really love him..I can't say I don't love him..Love is not an easy task..Even if I love him, if I'm ill-treated what's the point? I tried to change his ugly side, but I guess a leopard doesnt change its spots..I'm mentally tired..Every story has its ending, it's just a matter of whether it's a happy or sad ending..*I'll make my decision soon*

Okay..I'll stop those sad stuffs! I promised I'll upload some pics I took with Jo the other time when we had an outing to the BIRDPARK...Here they are..

Jo & I at the "Lory Loft" of Jurong BirdPark..Cute huh those lories...

It's us with lories again...

Me...

It's me again...

It's me posing by the penguin parade..

Another pose by the penguin exhibit...

Posing on the swing..

Do i look like gangster?

Suspension Bridge @ Lory Loft...

Still at the suspension bridge @ Lory Loft...

Okiex..that's all for now...Enjoy!...My eyes are closing...Gd nite!

11 September 2005, Sunday

2005-09-12T00:35:00.000+08:00

So Sorry! Havent's been updating much..It's sunday! I'm at home! Went out with a couple of friends yesterday..Valve come to fetch me to bugis...We had steamboat, went marina south for pool session, bendemeer for teh tarik! Glan send me home after that and I reached home at about 5am! They rode R1..cOoL bikez! Yet...I still love cars!

I've been logging into IRC recently...it's full of craps!

Life sucks recently, I don't know what should I do with my present relationship...I need PEACE!

Will update my blog again soon....

DAY OUT TO BIRDPARK

2005-08-29T23:43:00.000+08:00

Jo's on leave today! We have planned an outing to the BIRDPARK! I met up with some of my colleagues..they said I've lost weight..I feel that I'm still as fat..lolx...we walked around BIRDPARK..nothing much actually! We fed some LORIES and we took lots of photos! I'm waiting for Jo to send me those photos!! HELLO JO JO!!!!

We went to the McDonalds at the entrance of BirdPark to have our breakfast, lunch n dinner @ abt 3.30pm..We sat beside 2 tourguides..The guy was yaking away bout SINGAPORE GALS..He said: "SINGAPORE WHERE GOT PRETTY GIRLS? THE ONLY PRETTY GIRLS ARE IN SIA!"..well, I done think SIA GIRLS are all pretty though..doesnt matter..he says that singapore girls has got no BUST n BUTT, no LOOKS..WTF! He should look at himself in the mirror! Let me describe him, middle age, skinny, dark, typical uncle who visit geylang..

We finished our meal and was about to leave...I stood up 1st followed by Jo..As Jo stood up..THAT STUPID MAN SAID " WAH LAO EH! WAH LAO!" in a sarcastic manner..WTF! What was that suppose to mean?! I was damn angry! So I turned back and shouted "CCB"..yah I sound crude..but I cant stand it when people criticize my friend! I wanted to give that guy a tight slap! what the hell! Who is he to comment on my friend!

We left birdpark..and set off to meet Paul n Bat at NUH..waited for PAUL for an hour! Goodness Gracious..he should ride Vespa instead of R1..visited william..after that..we went home...another day passed...will post some pics once dear Josephine send me..

time to update...

2005-08-28T23:03:00.000+08:00

26/08/2005, Friday - checked out Jo's new ride..mazda rx8..lolx..we went IMM to meet a stupid guy..wadeva his name was..he's Jo's fren..supposed to meet up that guy at IMM to have dinner..when we reached IMM..that stupid guy expects we GALS to pick him up at his workplace behind IMM..what kinda guy is he..ok..it doesnt matter..we waited for him at the carpark of IMM..Jo wasnt used to driving manual car as she has been driving an auto car..so when that asshole came..Jo's car stalled..U guys know what! The moment that guy walked to our car..his first word wasnt HI..He asked Jo to get off the car and let him drive! BLOODYHELL!

My blood was boiling! While we were on our way, he keep calling her while she was driving, when we reached he didnt say HI but asked Jo to get off the car! HEY! He only knew Jo for like damn short period of time..and I knew her for like 3yrs! If in any case she have no confidence in driving, I'm sure I'll be the one who drives not him..He hoped in the car later on..He cant stop talking..he keeps giving Jo instruction like he's a pro driver..WTF! If he's so pro, why aint he driving his own car! my face turned damn sour..and I blast the volume of the radio..He still didnt get my hint..still carry on instructing..I feel like asking him to get off the car!

When we reached town, he told Jo he's gonna treat her swenson, so we went swenson, by that time I was totally irritated. I refused to order anything, he says " DOESNT MATTER! JUST ORDER! THE BILL WILL BE THE SAME ALSO! I KNOW PEOPLE WHO WORK HERE! WE'LL HAVE DISCOUNT!" I still rejected his offer..It's like..HEY! we can afford eating at SWENSON without the discount man! GUESS WHAT PPL! We asked for bill, Jo n I went to the ladies and when we are back...This lame guy has got not enuff MONEY to foot the bill! We have to fork out 15 bucks instead..My goodness it's the 1st and the last time both of us will be meeting him!

My evalutaion of this guy: (1) ACT SMART but ACTUALLY he's an AIRHEAD. (2) NEVER SEE RX8 before, drooling in his heart, wanting to get his hand on the car. (3) ACT RICH but ACTUALLY total ZERO! (4) He's a totally cannot make it guy, if you guys would like to have a taste of what we did, let me know, i'll get Jo to ask him out, you guys can feel it for yourself!

My words for him: Please do some self-reflection by looking into the mirror..

I may sound harsh and I may potray myself as a BIMBO or PROUD..I'm just expressing my thoughts..accept it or reject it..

After that, we went to meet Bryan at ECP..we had dinner..and we test drive Jo's rx8. 1st was Bryan, 2nd was my hubby, lastly me!!! YEAH ME!! Hubby say that I drive car like petrol no need $..lolx..cos i accelerate alot! I replied him "that's wad u tot me" haha...okay..all of us had a wonderful evening...

27/08/2005, Saturday - Jo and I went to visit william ( Jo's ex bf )..his arm got amputated due to infection..hope he'll be able to overcome this ordeal..was surprised that he recognised me..he also joked with us..its a gd sign...after that we went to meet Stephy! She's so sweet! She learned bout wad happen to me, and asked us out..we went far east for her shopping spree..She wanted to get the green bag from Trendy Zone but I said since we're heading for HMV, there's an outlet there as well, we can get it there! OOOOPS! I was wrong..there an outlet there! But there's no GREEN BAG! YAH LAH! She told Fab.."the STUPID JIAJIA lor!" hahaha..caused her to missed that green bag! She got it the day after...we had fun together..late at nite we met up with Bryan, there's a car outing that night..My stupid HUBBY wants to stay at home! It took me so long to change his mind! Bryan turn back to fetch us..we met up with Jason..*pOof* for outing..we reached home bout 5am...i'm dead tired and i was sick...Lay in bed for the entire SUNDAY!

I'm waiting for DEAR STEPHY to email me the pics we took! so you guys can view it too! JIAJIA *waves* to STEPHY! *winkz*

i'm back~

2005-08-26T02:40:00.000+08:00

i'm back..i'm feeling better..was feeling awful bout having a horrible bf who almost strangled me to death! i really mean strangle..got over it now..that's the past..dun ask me wad happened..it really horrifies me..hurts me alot too..it's over..

*A Brand New Start* - Jo's dad came to fetch me, we went to check out an RX8 at golden mile..haha..Jo had a bad time driving..she's not used to manual cars la! I always disturb her bout her driving skills..saying that i need big pillows to protect me..*she noes y i need them* we went for some prata later on and den left for home..i hope i can get my own car soon!

Let me intro some ppl who reads my blog..

eKi - she's my ex colleague in zoo, she's my best fren even though we are diff race! she loves chinese! She's cool! She rides! She's sweet! She drove me round Singapore!

i.Lix - he's mr cool, my polymate...he's so quiet in poly...it's only now that i realise he really talks alot! haha..he's a sweet guy! he wrote a sweet birthday testimonial for me! check him out ya! oh...he's another jiak gan dang one..*oOoPz*

Josephine - she's my buddy, she's my everything! we hang out together almost everyday..hmmm...now we share some secrets too..heee...she sweet..she can really be fierce and i mean damn fierce! i will not forget that day when she tried to pull my violent bf away from me! I LOVE HER! *muackz*

SayHong - My cao ah beng god bro..he's a typical CAO AH BENG! read his blog..and u'll noe why i call him cao ah beng..he very bo liao one..haha..always talk cock..

Stephy - She's Josephine's primary sch mate..met her on national day eve..while we stopped at a petrol kiosk..we went for car rounding..yeah..i really mean rounding...round entire SINGAPORE..she's cool..she's friendly! what else..hmm check her out urself!

Very Poisonous Lady - Josephine intro-ed me to view her blog, found out that she worked for many events.I need a job badly, so i emailed her..she so sweet! she say she'll look out for me..nice lady! i think she's crazy over devils bar..haha..get to noe her better..read up her blog urself!

that's all for now..hehehehe..will update again soon when I've got inspiration~ pardon me for my english..too lazy to use proper grammer! =P

Outrageous Girl I Met in The MRT..

2005-08-19T00:22:00.000+08:00

Alright, i went for my class yesterday evening..It was a long ride! Probably b'coz i'm far too lazy! I need a chauffer! Ok, I took the MRT from Yio Chu Kang Mrt to Dhoby Ghaut Mrt. Along the way, a girl boarded the train at Ang Mo Kio MRT Station, she sat directly opposite me. After making herself comfortable at her sit, she took out her mobile phone and tried taking pictures of herself, she flinged her hair here n there. It's not uncommon for people to take pictures of themselves. BUT you guys know what, while she was taking, I took a glanced at her and she scolded me! Wad da fuck! I'm sitting directly oppostie her, it's natural that I'll look at her right? Why should i look at other directions? I was damn angry, I don't mind if she's pretty! However, I think my ass looks prettier den her face!!

As I was alighting from the MRT, I walked towards her and gave her a piece of my mind! I told her straight into her face "Hey, you think you're fucking pretty is it, jolly well go look at yourself in the mirror! Don't bloody hell scold me, anyway you are not fucking chio, what makes you think I'm looking at you!" and I exit the train. I am not saying that I'm damn pretty, she should know where she stands, wanna take self pictures in the train, then be prepared to be looked at! It was a horrible day!

I couldn't help but take a shot of her and share this outrageous girl with all!

Here's a close-up! I hope she'll see this!

Jo came to fetch during my break, i escaped from my boring class! we went suntec for dinner, and left for home when bryan ended work.

As for TODAY, nothing much.. I stayed at home and helped out my parents for some Hungry Ghost Festival prayers.. It rained almost the entire day! In the evening, went to meet kelly, her new BF, and Josephine. OMG, her bf is a malaysian, and we totally kinda can't relate. Not b'coz he's a malaysian, it's coz we kinda belong to 2 different world. It's so obvious that Kelly and Him(Ken) cannot relate. They are like the chinese saying " one chicken talking to one duck", language barrier. Kelly comes from an english speaking family, she can't speaks chinese well, Ken is Chinese educated, he can't speaks english! And worst of all, he's not a gentleman! He made kelly order drinks by herself, when I ask him why he's not the one going instead, he replied "I'm Tired!". What the fuck?! If he's my bf, I'll ask him to get lost! Kelly's not sure herself if they can work things out, but it's really too obvious that things can't work out between them. Kelly actually skipped lessons coz she wanna watch SUPERSTAR on Channel U, I got a shocked of my life! She's becoming more n more CHEENA! (-_-") who knows one day I'll find her hard to relate to..HaHa..I hope not..Good Luck to her brand new relationship...

Lastly, jo's ex bf william underwent Brain Surgery today, i hope that he'll have the determination to recover, hope that he doesn't give up on his own life. There'll be a brand new start which awaits him when he recovers.

it's been a long time

2005-08-17T13:17:00.000+08:00

it has been sometimes since i updated ma' blog..so i'm updating it again...let me see...

12th August 2005, Friday - went town with Jospephine..we took some neoprints..we went to MISSHA, she got eye make-up remover and i got a base mascara!..it's Cheap! they are made in Korea and it only cost $7.90! Met Sayhong at the bus stop for awhile before my bus arrive, off to suntec to meet ma' hubby..We went carrefour to buy some grocery..i came across this cute little soft toy..it's a west highland terrier..it's only 2 BUCKS!!..i got hubby to buy it for me..haha..also bought my eyelash curler..hee..got a pic..take a look!

It's me on da' left..Jospehine on da' right! We are pretty right!

clockwise: Eye make-up remover which i shared with Josephine, MY PLUSH!, Base Mascara & Eyelash Curler.

Went home and found Cookie sleeping on my bed..with her head on ma' PILLOW!!

i've got a smart dog!

13th August 2005, Saturday - As usual, went dog training with Josephine, Met up with Kelly afta' that..wanted to go blading..SHUCKS! by the time we reach there, the rental stopped! So we sat down at a relaxing cafe, in the middle of Bishan Park! Yeah, that's right BISHAN PARK! the drinks are at affordable prices, but definitely not the food! The servings are pathetic! Extremely pathetic..Hubby came to fetch Jospehine n I..Kelly decided to go for a stroll by herself..Josephine, Bryan, my hubby and I went to catch "The Maid" not a bad show, yet also not a fantastic show..could be better..

14th August 2005, Sunday -interview at Orchid Country Club, it's under Singapore Bowling Federation, hoped i get a job! It's a SPORTS OFFICER position, will get to communicate with national bowlers and watch them bowl! How amazing! It'll be fun! Afta the interview, called Kelly, she was with her MR WATERMELON, surprise surprise! They went ice-skating, kelly asked me to join them, so yeah..i went to join them..OH MY GOD! Her fren's fren are typical MALAYSIANS!..I cant relate..they say "left side" in mandarin is "zhuo(4) che(1) bian(1)" and "right side" is "jia(4) che(1) bian(1)" sounds FARNY to me...sorry for the critics..haha..Josephine was with us skating! She don't know how to skate! So we gotta help her around..Whereas for hubby, he picks up fast..and he goes on his own! WITHOUT ME!!! See how bad he is! Afta' dat, kelly went off with her "MR WATERMELON", as fer us, we went to haf our dinner at long john silvers, den went toa payoh to fetch her youngest brother home, we bought Satay, and Mince Pork Soup (from her mother's stall of course)..den we went home.....

Jo's Feet, Hubby's Feet, My Feet!

Jo on ice~

Me on ice~ so ugly....Eeeee...

15th August 2005, Monday - I cooked minestrone soup, brought some to Jo's house and gave some to Hubby, it's edible, but the taste is not there yet i think..haha..don't care la..can eat will do! Went prata shop to buy Murtabak before going Jo's house..We had a feast at her house! haha..After dinner, went up to her room and slack! But guessed what...haix..Her friend called her and said that her ex bf got into an accident, and is currently in ICU..His present gf died...How sad huh...But it's life..Jospehine wants to noe which hospital and wad exactly happen..So we went in IRC to ask around his channel peeps, but you know what..they are BAI CHI! suddenly makes me feel that what some people say is true..IRC is a total waste of time! People who knows what happened to Jospehine's Ex, refuses to tell us anything, Jo was frustrated, so i tried my luck, i just anyhow click a chatter and say HELLO! Finally someone replied..We managed to dig out some info.....I left for home afta' that...

16th August 2005, Tuesday - Josephine ended work earlier, I accompanied her to NUH to visit her ex bf (William)..When we arrive, we were told that he's in the operation theatre..we waited from 6pm till 9pm before we actually managed to look at him..he was so swollen..poor thing somehow..he's still on morphine..so he didnt wake up..He has to undergo brain surgery when the rest of his wounds get better..hope he'll pull through...*end*

Get To Know Me

2005-08-12T16:20:00.000+08:00

I am bold, confident, straight-forward and serious. But wait! There's another side of me. I am crazy, patience, out-going, sporty and the rest, for you to find out..What can you expect from a girl who comes from a girl school? Hey, I'm not a BIMBO though!

People find me unapproachable & proud, my straight-forwardness kills them, makes them feel small. Yet I don't give a damn, cos I'm just speaking straight from my heart what I feel. Would you guys rather hear the truth or the lies? I am extremely stubborn, I want what I want and I mean what I say. Some people find me wierd, cause my mindcept's totally different from them. I hate those extremely "chinah" thinking, i simply just can't relate to them.

I love observing people around me, learning & understanding them. Each individual is different, we avoid their flaws and learn their goods. I find it enjoying, we learn peoples' way of life. Sometimes, it makes me wonder why some people acts indecently in public, i got part of the answer, they are not brought up in a correct way. They have different up-bringings.

I don't need alot of friends, I just want a handful of people which I can relate too and befriend me for who I am. As you get to know me better, I'm full of nonsense. I'm a dare-devil, I love to try new things, it's a wonderful learning process in life. If anyone of you have sorrows to pour out, I'll be more then happy to lend a listening ear.

I apologised to people whom have been intimidated by me in the past. It's just me, I'm sorry if we can't relate, we just have to be "Hi & Bye Friends". I love the group of friends I have now. Especially Josephine, she spent lots of time with me, partly cause our hubbies are busy with their work. I've understand and accepted her for what she is, which I couldn't in the past. We had misunderstandings, but I'm really happy to have her as my friend, my eating, shopping & slacking kaki!

I've also got a new friend this month! It's Josephine's primary school classmate, Stephy, got to know her on the eve of national day, on National Day eve. Hope to get to know her better! Reading her blog, I'm sure she's someone I can relate to and have fun together as well!

I shall end here..a new life begins! Cheers to all my friends!

Chef of the day!

2005-08-10T23:52:00.000+08:00

Met up with Jo at Serangoon Garden afta' work..we sat down for a cuppa coffee..wondering how should we make good use of our time..*tink*..we decided to make CHAWANMUSHI..yeah! it's the japanese steam egg..i suggested that we call stephy for a meet up..but she's held up with her stuff..Jo told her that i missed her..haha..so funny..ok..back to our CHAWANMUSHI..we went to NTUC to grab some chicken stock..and den headed to Jo's mansion..

Jo took out some hotdogs, "dong fen", mushrooms and crabmeat..her cutting skills..haha..no comments..u take a look for yourself later..i sliced the mushroom myself..cos i love mushrooms! we followed the recipe we found online and.....

tah dah! here's our Chawanmushi..we actually did one before we shot these..the first one was nicer..these 3 aint so nice...we called our guinea pig..that's my hubby..poor thing..he gotta eat all the stuffs i cook..be it good or bad!

here's hubby eating our chawanmushi..looks good huh!

our next taster..Jo...heee...guess the chawanmushi we made taste real good! look at her smile!

my turn! do i have a potential housewife look? our chawanmushi is simply delicious!! yummy~

oOops..caught in the act!

afta' eating..we went up to Jo's room to do some testing on her mascara with micro fibre...wOw! eyelashes became extremely long!! haha..went home awhile after that...had fun! we'll try cooking other stuffs again okie! *winks*

National Day

2005-08-10T02:31:00.000+08:00

Happy National Day! Hubby & I met up with Jo & Bryan..we went marina bay to catch some fireworks display..we were almost reaching and we heard loud BOOM! AH!! the display started! We ran as fast we could to catch a glimse of them..both Jo & i managed to record some videos with our digital cameras..Firework display was amzing..COOL! we took some shots of ourselves by the bay..with the night scenery of our country..

on da' way to marina bay~

Janielle by the Bay~

Janielle & Josphine by the BAY~

Say Cheese~!

Beautiful View of Singapore @ night!

Afta' our crazy photo shoot~ Bryan suggested that we go grab some bites! So we went Bedok Blk 85 Market..we had mince pork noodles, stingray, fried oyster & chicken wings...so sinful..haha..but i like~ =P ..Set off for home afta' our feast!

PRE-NATIONAL DAY 08082005

2005-08-09T05:39:00.000+08:00

it's daddy's birthday! we went JB (Perling) for seafood fiesta! we had black pepper crab, cockles, hongkong style steamed fish, frogs? (lolx..toad? "tian ji"...), prawn with cereal (mai pian xia), and OF COURSE! daddy's "chang shou mian"...wish him live long long, money many many..lolx..STAY HEALTHY ALWAYS!!

We left afta' dinner, met ma' cousin and her fiance @ the petrol kiosk..i smuggled some chewy gumz in..*oOoPx* =X Reached singapore @ about 2300hr++

Hubby came to fetch me & cookie, lonely Jo was at home..so we went her house to look for her..later on her hubby called..so we sent her to "Pins' Mansion"..i went off with hubby to buy some food..On the way back to his house, we met JOE (my ex-colleague, hubby's ex-schoolmate) @ his void deck..we chatted from 1200hr++ to 0200++hr in the morning..yeah..that's how chatty i am! so if you are bored @ home, feel free to ask me out! haha..

0230hr..we ended our chat..hubby called jason..there's a race tonight! yes! we're going to watch them race! so we went clementi "gao chup gao wan"..da' famous racing grounds fer cars n bikes, with 99 cornerings..the cars set off to some petrol kiosk near bukit merah..

Jo was saying that her fren's bf is from HV Racing..we spotted some cars with their stickers..She was wondering if her fren was there too..haha..minutes later..i spotted her fren STEPHY..Stephy spotted COOKIE in hubby's vehicle..She asked if she could touch ma' dog! Of course she can! I'm friendly so is ma' dog! COOKIE suddenly became the STAR of the night! I was surprised Stephy knows ma' name..I can see that Stephy's a nice girl! No Attitude whatsoever..She'll definitely be a nice friend to hang out with! Though i don't know her at all, but she's sweet the first time i met her! haha..*don't go on cloud 9 STEPHY!* Jo always talks about her..so now i know which crazy fren Jo is refering to.. =X *zipped* Stephy used her fren's camera to snap some pics with Jo & i, as well as COOKIE! Here's one of them!

Afta' chatting for awhile..the race continues...we set off for expressways! we travelled all round SINGAPORE! From Tuas to East Coast to Changi Airport back to Tuas! Can't believe it..Hey guys..Petrol no need $ huh? Kelly's ex-boyfriend was there too..hmmm..unskillful driver..*oOoPz*..heeee..

*2 Fast 2 Furious - SG Version*

*Inital D - SG Version*

We left for home at about 4.30am....A fun yet tiring day...I'm happy that i made a new friend! Ms STEPHY!! Shall meet up for some get-to-know-you-better session! Jo can organise! *winks*

SATURDAY - AUGUST 06 2005

2005-08-06T05:32:00.000+08:00

Okiex..Saturday 06082005 @ about 3.30pm on da way to da' dog training session for Jacob..Ms Jospehine's notti dog..before arrival..there's a dog get to know u session going on in da' car...

Don't make wild guesses..they didn't fight!

Afta' the dog training..we went sentosa..yeah..wanted to go east coast but da' carpark was full..wanted to go autodrag..but road to marina south was closed..so we went sentosa..had the sun sand n da' see...cookie loves da' beach..but too bad..we didn't bring any towels..so jacob n cookie cant go swimming...

we had pizza at coaste`..had a bottle of ice lemon tea..atmosphere was great..relaxing..will be going again..anyone wanna join us?!

don't envy ma' pizza!

our bottle of ICE LEMON TEA!

this is jo with pizza!

Me with my doggie..Cookie~

Me, ma'self & i da' tied look..trying to SMILE!..

Me & Jo...WE ARE TIRED!

That's all for now....went home afta' our outing....

~life.is.dull~

2005-08-06T03:14:00.000+08:00

i'm back home..sitting by ma' com..updating ma' boring blog..went library today..force ah jo to go as well..haha..we borrowed books on photoshop..silly kelly asked me to borrow handwriting analysis book for her..she wanna analyse people..haha..she says that her colleagues find her weird..lolx..or rather makes her feel outta place..hmm..met up with her later on..we went BREEKS for dinner..OMG! the service is damn LOUSY! it's BREEKS @ AMK...all the staffs are weird..slow..stone..they kinda dun understand wad we want! After dinner, vain kelly went to guardian to buy her eyeliner..we are the only customer left cos they are closing..haha...MS KELLY still took her own sweet time..

We parted after that..she took her lonely bus ride home..i went to ah jo's house..thought her how to use photoshop..she's DAMN FORGETFULL..tell her now...another minute she forget already..haha..*oOoPx* she'll be reading this...anyway, got home ard 2++am..hubby slept..he says that i won't know if he dies, cos i dun bother to call him or tell him where i am..lolx..i guess it's another way round..he won't know if i die..cos once he falls asleep..even if i call..he wun answer..(-_-") we shall see what happens in future~

that's all for now folks!

it's thursday!

2005-08-04T16:02:00.000+08:00

yah..i'm at home..it's thursday..jo's tired of her job..haha..and i'm bored without a job..i guess we should switch over our life..haha..den she'll be at home and i'll be working..

edited some pics..so i'll post it...update ma' blog again later....

~mid-week~

2005-08-04T13:30:00.000+08:00

i'm still sick..coughing badly..today..went bishan to find jo..she went to cut her hair..den we went town to meet mr sayhong to get our "supplements"..haha..yeah..den we head to scotts's pastamania..as usual the food sucks!! outta my expectationz..

afta' our dinner, sayhong left..jo n i went suntec to meet our hubbiez..same routine again..jo's bro called and say he having bbq at home..(-_-") so we went to her house for bbq..not much food though..funny huh..outta the blue, we are having bbq..we did the cleaning up @ abt 1am..and left for home...

now i'm at home..rotting my arse off...took my medicine..so sleepy...*pOof* to bed with cookie~

s.i.c.k

2005-08-02T00:49:00.000+08:00

i slept the whole day..at abt 7pm..dad came home n fetch me for dinner..had pasta..daddy n mummy had hotplates..pasta not very nice though big servings..

after that daddy sent me n cookie to serangoon gardens to meet jo..surprisingly cookie didnt bark at him..after dat went to jo's hse..help her download photoshop n clear the rubbish in her com...stupid cookie pee on her bed..whack her until very jialat..dun dare to walk..

reach home ard 12plus to 1am..sleeeeeep...i need my beauty slp...

-bye.bye.to.my.ugly.hair-

2005-08-01T20:11:00.000+08:00

went to work today in zoo..work was fine..but now zoo wanna cut down manpower again..so we have been rostered..guess i've gotta look for another job soon..

went for a haircut..siti went to rebond her hair @ bishan..my hair stylist shop..

it was a tiring monday...cos i've not been having enuff sleep...went home straight..and slept..i slept around 8++...haha..i broke my own record...

-Happiest.Day.Of.My.Life-

2005-07-31T01:21:00.000+08:00

O.o woke up @ 8am..preparing to go SENTOSA!! hahah!! went sentosa with ah qiang and his frenz...brought ah jo along too..played volleyball and frisbee..suntan..it's a day of fun, the sand, the sun, and the sea!!

left at about 5.15pm, went pasir panjang hawker centre and eat with them, bryan came to join us..we had bbq stingray, cockles and dou miao! after dinner we parted..ah qiang n frenz went home..

bryan, ah jo and i went to bugis..suddenly have cravings for ice cream, so we went swenson..i had cookies n cream, jo had strawberry..bryan had a fiesta! he had pasta..fries n' calamaries! Later on met up with their frenz..ogenki n his gf..went to shop for his gf's clothings..but nothing attracts her i think..so she bought a shoe instead..

at abt 9plus, i was damn tired already..we waved goodbye to ogenki n his gf..went home with bryan..i fell asleep while hubby was doing his assignment..went home at about 1am..

i guess i've never been as happy as today...

all.about.me

2005-07-30T04:40:00.000+08:00

People say I'm different
People say I'm strange
I got news for all you people
That ain't never gonna change

People say I'm Weird
People say I'm "Not all there"
People say that I stand out
Well people, I don't care

People think I'm crazy
People think I'm wild
People think I'm immature
Oh please, I'm still a child

People think I'm funny
I drive some people nuts
People think I'm brave
But hey, we cant all have guts

Never listen to people
Who don't listen to you
Never let the "In crowd"
Tell you what to do

If a friend wants me to be someone
That just don't seem like me
I say "I'm sorry you don't like the way i am,
But I'm all that I can be"

-boring.friday.night-

2005-07-30T03:20:00.000+08:00

yup..i mentioned i was going to da' dentist in my earlier blog..yeah! i went to da' dentist..a horrible lady dentist! went to fill up my broken tooth..i broke my tooth while playing with my tongue stud..haha..ok..she charged me 100bucks!! omg! she also asked me to remove my tooth..jus b'coz she wanna earn $$$..i argued with her saying that my tooth is fine with filling, i don't need extraction! i went on without anestatic..beared with da' horrible pain! i swear i'll not go to that dental clinic again..for info it's "Q & M Dental Clinic @ AMK"

later at night, i went to meet jo. we went suntec to eat ban mian and to wait for her hubby bryan..also met sayhong for awhile..talk cock..den my hubby came..fetch us to newton cos bryan's car went for servicing..we checked out jason's new Evo 9..haha..not too bad lah..den jason went to pick up his "chai" from work..we den ta bao food to hubby's house..had stingray, sotong, cockles & fried oyster..yummy..so sinful..gaining weight liao..hubby did a bit of his photoshop assignment before sending me home..there's still some room of improvement for his photoshop..he's so slow at using it..i almost fell asleep looking at him doing..

okayx..now home sweet home..lazy ah jo not coming online cos she say she wanna slp..pig leh u!!! haha..shall end here..

Below is a picture of cookie!! my sweetie!! a loyal canine friend of mine!!

-stranded-

2005-07-29T14:59:00.000+08:00

went for and interview at Companion Animal Surgery..haiz..they dun wan ppl who are still studying..cos they hav shift work..wad a waste! it'll be a fun job! doing surgery for animals..so cool..the job seems so near yet so far!..yeah..my ambition was to become a vet..but too bad..it juz seem so far! went home afta' that, groomed cookie..now she botak..haha..not really lah..gave her the fox terrier cut..so cute..will post a photo of her tonight..went for class...hubby came to my house after his class to visit cookie..she misses him like hell..i dunno why..cos i am the one who FEEDS her..not him..ungrateful dog..(-_-") she's lovely though..ok' time to go to da' dentist..will update ma' blog tonight, if i'm still alive!

-jus another day like before-

2005-07-28T00:51:00.000+08:00

went to buy cookie's dog food..i think dog's really lead a gd life.."eat,sleep,play"..we humans still gotta think about work n life!..cookie made friend with a mastiff..funny gal, she only likes big dogs. She doesnt like golden or labrador though..after that went to hubby's house together with ah jo to have dinner..had porridge, but i still feel hungry!..brought jacob for training, cookie tag along too..at 1st it was hell for jacob, cos cookie keep barking at him..haha..later it was heaven for jacob, cos cookie allow him to sniff at her..BUT the TIKO jacob..sniff somewhere else..(-_-") an hour later, we were all tired, so went home and rest~

"i.-.s.i.m.p.l.y.-.h.a.t.e.-.y.o.u"

2005-07-28T00:05:00.000+08:00

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...

*got this from ma' sizta's blog, kinda' suits my mood now!

m.o.o.d.l.e.s.s

2005-07-27T02:22:00.000+08:00

it's another boring day..yet to find a job i have interest in..getting more n more tired of my life..i have a hubby who doesn't know how to cheer me up..or rather i think he can't be bothered to cheer me up..tried the dumb dumb waxing but failed..haha..i've got stubborn hairs i guess..went to train jacob(jo's dog)..silly dog..wanna chase anyone who walk passed us..hopefully he'll get trained by the end of 10 lessons..had macdonalds for dinner..really moodless! i need a job badly..otherwise my life will go hay-wired!..HELP!!

(-_-")boring.rainy.mondae.bluez(-_-")

2005-07-26T00:16:00.000+08:00

had a boring day..stayed at home doing accounts for my company..played with cookie for awhile..around 7++pm..hubby came and fetch me..went to get some stationary..and den went coffee beans to meet josephine & slack! hubby sick..so went home around 10pm..sayhong sms me saying that his neighbour saw gladys holding another guy's arm @ chinablack..i dunno wad comments to give..haix..we can't control what others wanna do right..we have all kinda weirdos around..Sayhong should juz let go and walk into the future..get alive dude!

+s.l.e.e.p.y-s.u.n.d.a.y+

2005-07-25T02:01:00.000+08:00

went for "dog run" @ bishan park this mornin'..afta' that went home and sleep until 5pm!! yeah! i'm a pig..i love to sleep! 7pm went for the opening of my hubby's friend's KTV Pub @ 24 Duxton Hill..Called "C@entury"..Free drop by there..very cOsy place!..went for Dim Sum @ geylang afta' that with my hubby, his younger bro(Bryan) & josephine..so full now! *going to sleep mode*-on-

~~Enjoyable Day~~

2005-07-24T04:34:00.000+08:00

well..i had an enjoyable day today! accompanied jospehine for her dog's obedience class..her horrible dog which bit her..the class was fun! afta' that went KURIYA Japanese Restaurant with my hubby and jospehine for dinner..U guys should try it man! Da' food is darn FRESH!! Okiez..afta' eatin' we went for our weekly exercise! Our favourite hobby! BOWLING! I scored a high score of 167! haha..happy!..den we met josephine's hubby (Bryan) and his friends, went fer supper @ balestier!! Bah Kut Teh!~!~ 4am - Home Sweet Home...

-my.little.blogging.starts-

2005-07-22T16:40:00.000+08:00

*yawnz*..just woke up from ma' beauty sleep..haven't found a job since i got myself outta that bitch's hands..yeah..that bitch..my senior manager in jurong birdpark!!..well..hope i'll get into an events company..gimme sometime to learn and i'll definitely set up one myself..

sometimes, life's so pathetic somehow, so darn hard to get a job of ya own likin'..but i know i'll get one soon!

ooops! gotta clear up my sweetie's poo! silly gal, poo-ed under ma' chair...she's a smart wire-haired fox terrier..she'll go into hidin' once she knows she did something wrong..she's cute, but nasty at times!

gotta go now..probably meetin' ma' fren josephine fer dinner..